day 023: recap
"Being of service to another person can be a very complicated thing. Very often, people offer their help only because they are expecting a reward of some kind -- even if that reward is just to be able to boast about being generous. Today, coming to the aid of other people must be done for its own sake. If you're helping someone only for the reward, then it would be better to not help at all. Only step in if you don't expect anything in return. It's not always about reciprocity." --Yahoo.com Astrology; Scorpio
Alright. So I haven't really had much time to keep up on my posts, but to recap of what I've been through for the past days/weeks I can say this... I'M HAVING FUN!!! I don't think I can sum it up better. Now that I'm single again and no longer have to deal with bs from a person who IS bs, I can now breathe and build myself up again.
For the past weekends I've been hanging around with my friends and just enjoying everything that I haven't really gave a chance to enjoy when I was in school. But now that I'm done with school and have less to worry about (other than work), it gives me time to catch up on what I've been missing in life...and that's being happy.
I've noticed that my bank account hasn't been too drained compared to when I was with that one person. And I've also noticed that I'm less stressed out because everyday has been starting out positive. Oh yeah...and now I have even more clothes than before because I've been going to MetroPark and buying all kinds of stuff for myself.
Tonight and this weekend, I'll be out with my friends again...
Saturday is going to be a busy day for me because I have an Alumni Banquet to attend at Cal Poly Pomona (I'm also performing), then right after the banquet, I have to drive all the way to Hermosa Beach for a beach house party. Hopefully everything goes smoothly =).
So yeah...as you can tell...I'm very content at where I am in life right now. No one can hold me down. I am my own person and before I make everyone happy, I have to make MYSELF happy.
***Two more weeks till I go to the Philippines! =P
